Posts Tagged: personal

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I just want all the lacy underthings, is that too much to ask?

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There are so many things in my life and in the world that feel totally out of my control right now. I’m trying to relax and adapt, but it’s hard. Running, on the other hand, makes me feel in control, at least of myself. I feel strong and defiant. I feel good.

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"I’m not used to being wanted"

- 6 Word Poem  (via emoties)

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This resonates so much with me, but lately I’ve been pushing myself constantly and my “comfort zone” has been shifting with that push. Which has been amazing. I’m feeling so much happier with my life and my self than I’ve been in a long time. I’m not sure if it will last. The solstice is coming up this weekend and a part of me is happy but another part is dreading it, because it means the days will start getting shorter again and I’m worried that with winter my depression will work its claws back into me. But for now - I am pushing myself, hard, to build healthier, happier relationships with other people and with myself (and especially my body). And I just hope I can survive whatever comes when things get hard again.

This resonates so much with me, but lately I’ve been pushing myself constantly and my “comfort zone” has been shifting with that push. Which has been amazing. I’m feeling so much happier with my life and my self than I’ve been in a long time. I’m not sure if it will last. The solstice is coming up this weekend and a part of me is happy but another part is dreading it, because it means the days will start getting shorter again and I’m worried that with winter my depression will work its claws back into me. But for now - I am pushing myself, hard, to build healthier, happier relationships with other people and with myself (and especially my body). And I just hope I can survive whatever comes when things get hard again.

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Source: penis-hunger-games
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At least my shitty day pushed me to reach my first distance goal. Over the next month I want to double this.

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It’s been a while since I wrote bad poetry about someone but I just went there. Fuck feelings that aren’t mutual. 

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I would get so much more done if I weren’t so committed to dancing in my chair while working.

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Y’all I have never liked (and been liked by? to be determined) so many people at once. I don’t know how to handle it. But it’s definitely fun.

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schrute-or-consequences:

New shirt. New vinyls. I’m a happy girl.

So much yay and so much pretty!

Source: margotandthenuclearpipedreams
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Fingers crossed that now that the sun is up my body will finally think it’s time to sleep.

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schrute-or-consequences:

It’s been a long time since I could really say I felt a connections with someone. I’ve had people I liked, and people who have liked me in the last year but that doesn’t mean shit sometimes. This girl, I’m just a little star struck. She’s so smart! She’s PC, and artistic. She’s so beautiful. I’m blown away. Honestly, just blown away. I don’t wanna be creepy, or say too much too soon, but I think they fact that she would be another long distance thing is irrelevant to me at this point. Sometimes you just know when someone was meant to come into your life.

It’s so mutual. Y’all. This girl is so smart and amazing and fun to talk to. And gorgeous. The feminist in me makes sure that I say the other stuff first and it’s totally true but omg. She’s so pretty and we just click and a;sldfkjsdf

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schrute-or-consequences:

So while talking to this girl yesterday. I effed up and used the wrong ‘your’ and we may or may not have been like have a “dirty” conversation. So I corrected myself and she sent me a link to this…

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Today my heart hurts. It’s a selfish hurt. For the bad habits I’ve gained, dreams I’ve lost, and just generally not being happy with my life. I feel incredibly off track, and not quite sure how to get back on track, or which track I even want to be on.

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Today I’m thankful for the way photography makes me pay attention to the seasons, the weather, and light. Always light. Lately I have been noticing so many beautiful details, which is what I’m about, really. I’m not always great at seeing the big picture, but I find so much joy in mundane details. :)

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unsuccessfulmetalbenders:

it is mid fucking september im supposed to be waking up to a cold morning chill and the smell of pumpkin flavored everything and thinking abt what toasty ass sweater im gonna wear not waking up feeling as though satan has been cradling me in between his ass cheeks while hovering in close proximity to the sun obama fix this 

A COLD FRONT IS COMING HERE (UPSTATE SC) TOMORROW NIGHT.

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